I am so tired!!! Day 13 of 90

Wowza, has a lot happened in the last week.
Aside from being crazy tired and zero appetite

....i have broken out in a strange spotted hive like rash thing.

Day 5 of process I was on the go and could not take my supplements before I ate. I was out doing an Essential Oil class on my way to another event so stopped at Chickfila and got a Cobb Salad. I barely used any dressing and an hour later and for the next 6 hours....these spots popped up. 
I looked up in my book where these were on the spine and found that each spot was on a vertebrae
that was for Liver, pancreas, large and small intestine and stomach....GO FIGURE!..LOL
 I have several spots on my body. Then went from a spider bite type thing to this strange blood surface type thing. Today I will have had then a week. They are no longer horribly itchy or this red but still there. 

When I take my supplements I get a rush of a headache for about 10 min till I eat. Then after eating I am sooooo tired. Not sure if food choices of fruit and veggies only makes this happen or if from all of it together.

Sadly I noticed that a vain has popped out on my Left eye. I am not a vain person who cares about getting old but this does bother me as I dont understand what about this cleansing process has made it big. Kinda scares me a bit. Hope it is not some parasite hanging out in my vain...lol.

Speaking of SCARED.....this last week I had a total mental break down. I watched a stupid fear based and driven video about parasites. I know about parasites and though I knew this video was all about FEAR...i kept watching to see if I would learn anything new. Well I sure did. I learned how to go into a total panic attach in under 15 min that lasted 1 hour. So many factors involved. I can be a total germ-a-phobe so knowing I have some worm/bug in me just freaks me out. To watch a show about what they can do and how they work just pushed me over the edge. ...it did not help I started my period AND I am detoxing either...kinda helps you make a molehill  into a  mountain.  :)

I am finding it very hard to decide how to eat. Like I said in the past, normally when killing candida you eat a VERY strict organic diet. But this time because I have a ton of supplements I wanted to kill it by going pH correct/alkaline. I find I am drinking lost of smoothies and eating lots of fruits and raw veggies...when I have an appetite. I fear the fruit is not helping to kill the bugs but I KNOW it helps get alkaline. So I am kinda in a waiting game to see what wins. The alkaline state w/ supplements OR the bug. And when you know what kind of parasites could be in you and what they do....you dont want to WAIT on anything. So I sit her pondering do I bite the bullet and do it hard core and be sick as a dog with "die off" and feel like death for 2 weeks while I kill everything....OR....do I chill out and do it slowly knowing all the while these parasites are taking over my body and Candida is making me sick.

I plan to give this choice of eating along with supplements a go for a full 14 days. So I will pray Sunday about what to do and on Monday my 15th day either stick with it as is or go full combat on all of it and ask the Lord for mercy in the process. LOL.

I am also thinking I might see about paying to get a live blood test done so I can see if I have mold in my system, what kind of parasities and how bad the candida is. I will keep you posted on that as well.

Be blessed  and healthy till next time, Tage

Day 5 and already changes. yahoo!

7/19/2013
today is my 4th day of supplements but 5th day of cleansing my body with food choices. Today was also my first day to eat solids. So far so good.

So I woke up today with very high alkaline urine...yahooo but very acid spit. boo.

I took my second Candida Glass spit test today and it is already looking so much better. I cant believe it. I actually had bubbles in my spit. First time in a long time.

I had NO sand paper eyelids when I woke up this morning either.

My favorite new thing....I actually slept ON MY BELLY for about an hour. I have not slept flat on my belly for years. It always hurts me. But for some reason today there was no belly pain. SO GREAT!

STRANGE things: MY STUPID EAR THINGY!
I do not understand this ear thing. IT is so crazy. Today it hurts almost like an ear infection. The best I can describe it is like this. When you have an ear infection and you hear it popping deep in the back of the ear. OR like when you are flying and there is pressure and you yawn and that sound of that popping or crackling....the only other time I have had it was when i ate something sour and my glands hurt and it made all that spit in my mouth but it also effected my ears some and made a crackle noise. I KNOW this is not IN my ear but way back behind all the parts. AND i know it is not an infection just crazy inflammation from being so Acid and Candida I guess. I started rubbing lemon, purification and  Eucalyptus Blue Young living Oils around my ear and jaw. Then i put these oils on a cotton ball and stick it in my ear. Last night was my first time to add Eucalyptus an it made a huge difference BUT my ear hurt today..lol.

I started using my home made suppositories....they work great. I am sooo glad I made them. I am using coconut oil, lemongrass, oregano and Digize Young Living oils. ( I would never use ANY OTHER brand of oil in my life. And I sure has heck would NEVER put another brand of oil in a suppository. NO freaking way. I only use the safest most natural oil on the planet for "that area"...heehee)

 Here is the link to my  Essential Oils Suppository video. Not professional but gets the job done. lol.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmVz8DFsX5M

My worries:WHAT DO I EAT????????????
I am so overwhelmed with how to eat. I am trying NOT to freak out and get overwhelmed but I am. I just dont know WHAT to eat.
If you know anything about candida it feeds on sugars. ANY kind of sugar. So for instance. If you eat a steak and then veggies....they can not die off because it takes the steak so long to digest that the veggies become a sugar in the gut....soooo food for candida. You cant eat fruit...sugar. You cant eat bread...sugar. And so on! BUTTTTTT, here is why I am so overwhelmed. I was told my liver is in need of help and cleansing...so meat is not good for it right now. ONLY Veggies and fruits...BUTTT, I was told my body is not processing Veggies well so that would leave fruits....BUTTTT, I am showing signs of a stressed pancreas and insulin intolerance...SO NO FRUIT EITHER! WHAT DO I EAT????????????

For the last 4 days all I have had is smoothies, soup/broth, Nigxia Red from Young Living and watermelon. Right now all I can think to eat is veggies and chicken and fruit but all of it is bad for me. I need to find out if Beans and nuts are  hard on the liver. I know I can eat Quinoa but other than that....I am screwed..lol.

My big plan is to eat ONLY food from Beyond Organic (Jordan Ruben). It is live and raw and easy to digest. So I started on that today and will eat ONLY that unless I am out to dinner and I will get soup and salad.

Ok till tomorrow or so, be blessed and healthy, Tage

7/17/2013

Day 3 of kicking Candida and Parasites butt. (I have been informed it might take 90 days) :(

So I decided to eat nothing solid for 4 days and only drink smoothies, juice, broth, Greens from ITWorks, water and Young Living Nignxia Red. I decided the most solid I would "eat" was watermelon.

Day 2 I was starving. Not because I could not eat enough but because you burn off those foods so fast and I just did not feel like drinking all day long. So i had hunger most of the day. I drank plenty but my gut wanted more.

Also on day 2 I started my supplements. I notice after my second set of drops that I itch almost instantly. In the past that meant I was allergic to what I put in my body, so I am going to watch it closely and see if it is that or actually a die off symptom.


CHANGES......
**Today I woke up with less gritty feeling in my eyes AND so excited I slept all night laying flat and my hips hurt way less.
**I am checking my pH with a pee test strip all day and strangely it goes from 7.4 (perfect) to 6.2 acidic. I do not know why this is. I know we are more alkaline at night and I need to take an average of the day but I look forward to the day I am always in the 7's.
**So far the die off has not truly showed it nasty self cause I am on day 2 of supplements. I did however have the runs ALL day yesterday and it knocked me out so I had to take a nap. Will be interesting to see if the diarrhea is from no solids and or if caused by the supplements.

I have not weighed my self as that is NOT the reason for this. I want to be well and as long as my weight is not climbing and I dont end up 250 again I am happy. I do want to be back at my goal weight but I will never get there unhealthy.

Adding...on top of what the DR gave me....
** I am doing a Digize and Juvaflex Young living essential oil hot compress on my belly at night plus putting it on my feet. **I am drinking 8.7-9.5 alkaline water all day with a herbal peach tea bag in it for flavor.
**I am taking double the fiber needed (this is to flush out the dying candida. Sadly candida eats their dead family as food. Sooo, you need insane amounts of fiber to absorb them and remove them from the body. )
**I am drinking Cambucha 2 bottles a day (if i can it is hard to do so much liquids)
**I am taking Ultimate Flora Critical Care 50 billion with 10 probiotic strains along with Young Living Life 5 probiotic.( the key to probiotics is not just how many billion but the STRAINS. You need to get different strains to do different things in your body. also most die before they even get purchased by you then even more die in the body before they ever get to your gut. So you need to get a supplement that has delayed release if you are killing it in your intestines.)

Ok well here is to day 3 of kicking the buggers butts. Wish me luck!!!!!!!

Wowza! I found out I am not healthy....now what?

07/15/2013
So here starts my journey. It could be a short and easy process or long and from the pits of hell. lol.
I figured I would blog it as it has a very high % chance it is going to be a long an sucky road to recovery. Is this cancer or a terminal illness? NO! But my life is going to change as I know it. For the short term...to a strict eating habit during the curing process, and in this day and age THAT IS LIFE CHANGING. For the long term..... if I do not get it under control my long term health and life style could be altered for ever. Sadly it is not just Candida and parasites, I also have a list of things that need attention in my body that is suffering.
Lets start with a bit of history and go back a bit to where it all started.
2005.
I had just had two children 16 months apart and decided to start a business. During this business journey I was working really hard with lots of stress to earn a FREE Car. After earning this car I started to notice I did not feel well. I had an issue with almost every body part. From spots in my eyes, to jaw clinching, to sitting up to sleep, to foot pain and most of all mucous everywhere....an I do mean where there was a hole in my body mucous was coming from it. I went to every body part dr there was and all test showed I was in great health.
2007
Still not well, gaining weight weekly, blowing my nose all day, cronic sniffs, hip pain, joint pain, and so on. I move to LA, CA where the Lord introduced me to a friend Jennifer Hoffiz who knew instantly I had CANDIDA...I had no idea how to say it much less what it was. I went home to learn more, buy a few books and take a test on line. Sever was 55 and I scored 380!!!!
Here is the link to a good test if you would like to see where you stand.
 http://www.wholeapproach.com/candida/questionnaire.php

2009
Worked my butt off to kill Candida using Food combining technique. IT WAS SO HARD to do and took forever but I was finally so much better. I had no idea about the power of being pH correct/alkaline at the time or I would have done it totally different.
2011 April
I decided I was tired of being overweight. I weighed in at 250 lbs and my feet were swelling amongst other things. I knew I would be 40 yo soon and I was NOT going to be FAT and get old.  I had also spent the last 10 years sitting up to sleep with acid reflux and had chronic intestinal issues. Had the runs that made me sick about ever 72 hours. I did not suffer from Candida but I was slowing dieing because of sugar and wheat/flour.
2012 April
Lost the 80 lbs I had set out to loose. And felt like a million dollars. ALL symptoms were gone. ALL from the last 10 years.
2012 THANKSGIVING DAY
Decided to indulge for the holidays by allowing myself to eat potato's, corn, fruit and rice and beans.
Jan 2nd 2013
Had gained 15 lbs in 6 weeks from that splurge. I also was trying to reach a new title in a different company and had some stress in my life. 
From that point till May I tried to do atkins/low carb again and every time I just felt bad. I did not know what was wrong with me. My body (O blood type) loves atkins diet. I went on a cruise and did not gain one pound even eating what I wanted. Then came home and from May 20th 2013 to today July 15th 2013 I have gained 20 more lbs. For a total of almost a 30 lb gain from my ideal weight I had reached.
July 8th
Went to see a DR who told me I had some major issues. See Below:
Candida taken over my large intestines
Candida in entire body
Pancreas is struggling
Liver is struggling
3 Parasites in my body
Slight insulin intolerance
Major hormone imbalance

This all made since to me because I knew it. I knew the signs and I just needed to be sure. I did not know about the pancreas. That one scares me. I have no gallbladder so it is over working. Soooo, if I do not help it then it will quit on me and I will need insulin for the rest of my life. Not because I ate wrong but because it died from over use taking over the gallbladders job. 

My symptoms that lead me to believe I was sick again( had not had these in 4 or so years):
spastic colon
eyes feel gritty when wakeup
hips and joints hurt so bad I cant sleep
skin dry and itchy
feet and ankles swelling
breaking out in sweets at night
clinching my jaw at night
teeth pain
jaw pain
SEVER bloating when eat
SEVER gas after eating.
Major sleepiness after meals
Mucus coming out all all the holes in my body again.
strange rash on my arms that bleed when I sweet or work out. 
Hair loss on head.
White coating on my tongue. 
Food sensitivity.


TODAY SO FAR!!!
Decided to do only liquid for 4 days to kinda clear out my body. So lots of fresh fruit juice, cambucha, GREENS from ItWorks, Watermellon, and Apple Cider Vinigar drinks and alkaline water with a herbal peach tea bag in it. Had chicken noodle soup (just the broth) for lunch from Central Market.
So far I am crazy tired, already had the runs and starving..lol.
The nasty bug Candida is like a drug...it tells you it needs sugar and flour and food. It is a lier!!!!
My pH so far today is a 6.4 and I need it to get to a 7.4....

So that is my past and present in a nut shell. wish me luck...lol

Some more great links to help you help yourself and see if you need to treat Candida.

http://www.nationalcandidacenter.com/candida-self-exams/

http://bodyecology.com/candida-quiz/